kazoku.
October 4, 2010 | 5:14 AM
曲：100 Tears Away - Vonda Shepard
the days are flying by, but somehow I'm not feeling it so much. I know they're flying by cause everytime I look up at my calendar it's another week, yet in reality I'm trying to make everyday last as long as I can. I'm physically exhausted, but that's a daily occurrence, so it's not much of a deal. I just look forward to spending time with friends, and the pressures of going away for six months is getting to me just a little.
go ahead and sail now
just give in to the oceandinner and dance was interesting, to say the least.
you know, I didn't cry (it wasn't even really a good cry, teared probably) only because of what I heard Rachelle's dad say DnD day, or because I don't have someone like that growing up. But then suddenly I just wondered how mum must have always felt singlehandedly bringing Vance and I up. Everytime we worked hard to achieve something, how proud she must have felt and how worried she must have been for us. Vance and I have disappointed her many times, and both of us know that. It is heartwrenching to hear your mum cry, especially someone as strong as her. That's why I know that Vance and I will never leave mum behind no matter what. The three of us have been through a lot together, and that has only made me love them both so much more. Things like that I don't tell them, but I know they'll always be there to listen. I cried because of that, and because I was genuinely happy someone as great as Rachelle has that amount of love from her family. I don't need a new father, because I get enough love from mum and Vance already.
yes, people say I cry like a tap sometimes, but then sometimes I need that to feel better.
it's time to do work.
velda.
